MIND OVER.......THE LOVE BELOW, THE EMOTIONS, THE MEN....NOTHING ELSE MATTERS!

So it's the middle of the week and I realize that I haven't checked in with my readers, giving you the week by week tea of my dealings in the "celibacy world".  It's been a pretty interesting couple of days if I say so myself.  I've been tempted beyond measure

and I can honestly say that I passed with colors!  I don't know about them flags flying, but hey at least I got to lay them out and marvel at them in victory!

So after careful thought to this process, I'm concluding this walk is way more mental then I originally thought.   Dont' get me confused, because that physical is REAL do you hear me?!  You can't deny

the throbbing,

the clutching of the pearls,

or the touch of someone elses hands

Let me remind that slapping isn't always a bad thing people if you slap the right thing

......but I'm learning that you can't lose sight of the big bambino.....and what is that you ask?????  I really don't know right now, but all I can say is that I appreciate having a clear mind!  I'm not too much feeling a way about if I don't talk to him, or him, or him today, tomorrow, or next week!

here this dude goes again

Okay....well maybe a little bit.  While I'm playing there is still this guy floating around my brain cells that I can't seem to shake.  And he's one of those "the one I let hit and never called me again" types.  I'm still looking for that dude in the daytime with shades on!

Can never have enough shade.....lol...ion know

So I was catching up on Boardwalk Empire yesterday, and one of the characters said something that really jumped out and bit my twerking buttocks.  He said and I'm paraphrasing like a mutha mutha right now, but he said that you mustn't fall for the mediocrity of people, although the taste of mediocrity is the sweetest. 

Now what does that have to do with the price or rice in China you ask?  Absolutely nothing!  I just thought it was some pretty cool stuff and it rang pretty true for me and where I am right now.  No matter the temptation of my sneaky love below.  No matter how much she tries to justify and/or negotiate.....WAIT!!!!!

she got an attitude....tryna move around and ish

because we negotiated a few times this week and things panned out nicely so let me get off my pedestal on that one!  Sometimes negotiation is necessary to keep a clean bill of health! 

But seriously, the emotions, the men....nothing else really matters when you have made up your mind the direction you want to go in!  I'm totally in love with men!  I think more now than ever before because I have (unknowingly to them unless they read my blog)taken "the sex" off of the table and I now utilize other ways to get a finished result....WAIT that didn't quite fall out correctly.  I'm saying that I have found other ways to feed the pig if that makes sense....lol.  My desires are starting to change and the thought of just jumping into the sack with any guy that isn't willing to get the hot towel afterwards is just....well...a waste of time!

There is absolutely no reason for this picture...I just wanted to stare at him is all.

Until next time folks!!!!!!!!!!!